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i was doing ok, i was controlling the urge to be angry at him. i think it’s about the lack of respect for small things like the jars, but it’s bigger than that. these jars are just a subset of his belongings, the smoker, the everything else. i was with him through so much, i helped build him up to where he is, get him his bought happiness. i will never get credit.
i feel like I’ll always be angry at him. there’s so little to feel positive about. I can’t stop being angry until i forgive or i don’t care. i don’t know if i could ever forgive someone who can’t see at all how wrong they are. so all i can do is stop caring. cut it all out. so that’s it, no more ksr. just block it off.
find happiness within yourself, then none of it will matter. Follow through with your plans.
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