Nektir

It’s amazing… this thing called mind over matter. How surprising its effectiveness actually is. Just minutes ago I was ready to type out a missive about my lack of energy but now I’m spurned on. Not by a burst of energy per se but more like the build-up of excitement.

One singular positive chat on the phone can lead to so much, just so so so much and I’m burning with excitement. Tomorrow isn’t just another day, but potentially THE day. Maybe. Perhaps.

So then I wonder, could tiredness just be another form of procrastination? Is it easier to be tired than to perform for yourself the things you need and ought to do? Is tiredness an escape of its own form? Maybe when you tell your friends you’re too tired to go out, you’re really just wary of the company. Maybe when I’m too tired to do something else it’s the perfect reason to veg out in front of the television and ignore the real world. Maybe. Perhaps.

I was going to rant about being lo-flow on energy but maybe I’m just preventing myself from doing work. I was also going to surmise that maybe I wasn’t going to the gym enough. But that’s its own excuse now isn’t it, all the reasons I can’t go to the gym. So now it’s high spirits that buoy me out of exhaustion and leave me yearning for tomorrow, which won’t come without sleep. How ironic.

Head: Document and Event Planning – Intense!

Heart: Elliptical – 25min, Strength Training – 5 to 10lbs

Tummy: Yogurt with homemade Dulce de Leche and blueberries, leftover homemade pizza, half bag of Ruffles, ramen with Roast Duck, eggplant, gai lan and more! A few bites of homemade Dulce de Leche ice cream

Vitals: Bad